Excruciating Agony: My Struggle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a gloomy weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden sensation sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by quick stabs, similar to electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.

The attacks returned frequently that fall, and again in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.

This condition often begin with intense pain behind a single eye that lasts for several hours.

Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating agony around a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended pain-free periods.

What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. A separate found 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.

One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.

Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.

Still, the inability to organize life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Historical medical texts suggest bizarre remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the condition note this.

In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.

Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his symptoms.

Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by eliminating other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.

A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode eased.

National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people.

But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are managed with acute treatment alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.

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Dylan Carter
Dylan Carter

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